Hi Blog buddies,

Let's talk a little bit about life. Wait hold on, about what? Life? Let me try to think, what is that? I don't remember I have it for the past few months. I have been to busy to deal with my jobs, and I still do not know where I am heading to.

I now realize that this is not the way it should be. I go back to office every saturday and sunday almost every week. And whenever I do not feel like going, I don't find it is right. I feel like office has become my second home and HELL IT IS NOT RIGHT!

I am thinking now, I have lost few of my friends. It's like playing the PC games; The Sims. The longer you are not socializing with your friends, the more possible for you to lose them. I think I am one of those characters who is busy to build his career but trading it off with love, friends and most importantly; LIFE.

My friends have been teasing me by saying that I have nowhere else to go during weekends and that's why I always come back office. It hurts sometimes, but they are not totally wrong.

Well, I think the problem lies on me. I am not efficient and always think that there is always Saturday and Sunday to settle my problem. From now on, I will work hard during weekdays so that I can taste a piece of life during weekends.

When I went back to my hometown few months ago, I realized that something about myself has changed. I did not talk so much, even to my family. My personality has become less pleasant compared when I was in university last time. I know that life has become more difficult since, but I should not have let whatever emotion and mood from work to have impact on my personal life, for god sake, its my personal life!

So actually this post is an expression of how dissapointed I am with myself, I think I have fail in getting friends and having a good life in Singapore. Let's make a change then.

dimas